BENEATH…

I must be excited for the first day of SY09-10 because it is 1:30 am now and I still can’t sleep.
So, whatever is left of my energy, I’ll just spend it here because I missed my blog like a best friend from long time ago who I always see during rush hour and when it is time for us to talk, it’s like hey there’s my bus… goodbye.
So the drafts have piled up. I just don’t know why I feel like it doesn’t make sense whenever I go back to continue writing.

Anyway, it’s been a whirl since the last summer module which was actually great; except for not being able to submit my final paper, which had been a jana-thing for the last year, which is not-so-new anymore to some of you. Our professor was great and that’s what I’m talking about- being able to guide and explain stuff so we could understand it. After that was the great Global NYI Convention which I would be talking into detail later, on another blogpost.

Before that event happened, I once again moved out of the dorm to Geneva Hall, it used to be a couples’ dorm but now we invaded it. The boys had to occupy our dorm since there’s now lots of boys staying on campus.
What should I say…. hmmm… but….. I need space.

I never thought I would have an issue on this but apparently, as I sit here typing and surfing the net I cry on the inside. I worry that I should be forcing myself to sleep now because maybe they are uncomfortable with the lights turned on… and yada yada yada. I hate it that this is becoming an issue and that I have to deal with this as soon as possible. But seriously, I’m struggling about the new set-up.

On a lighter note, I feel better now. I was sick a couple of days ago, 39.5C fever which was really alarming with a bad cough and sore body. According to my instincts, it was my tonsil and true enough the doctor said it was swollen. I am still under meds and I think the cough is almost over now. Thanks for the prayers. I had been watching FRIENDS while I was sick, so that was entertaining. I didn’t complain much about having to stay inside my room although I did sneak out when I felt a little better and went to celebrate Yang’s birthday last Friday. Did I already say I like Phoebe Buffay and is crushing Chandler Bing?

If there are worries left on my mind right now, that would be my weight, which I know to some of you sounds ridiculous everytime I say I’m fat but it’s a Filipino thing… because to the skinny girls out there they shout I’m fat. So I need to lose 30lbs as soon as possible. I hope the hike up the new dorm helps.

I’m starting to miss my family again and I can’t believe how mom’s got a facebook account now haha. Let’s see how far she would go.

My mind is telling me to sleep now and my eyes are agreeing so it’s time I’d say til later. This should be enough update for now.

Oh, btw, please remember Ruel and his family in your prayers. His mom went with the Lord already.

Life is too short
Seize the Day!